I put the fun

Wed, 10 May 2006 17:58:06 GMT

Not much has been going on. Working at boulder's
Two months clean on The 14th.
Feels good.

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 03:06:54 GMT

"Just give me a scene where the music is free and the beer is not the life of the party"

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 15:45:27 GMT

goodbye Kaber. I love you.
Going to Kabers house tonight to just chill with his parents and talk to his little brother. Not enough time at the funeral. It was hard to walk up to the casket at first but i didnt want to leave after i made it right next to him. I hate to think ill never see you again. Miss you allready. words dont give it justice.

Kaber

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 03:44:06 GMT

Why? WHY WHY WHY WHY
i told you just dont do it and we can chill today but you had to go and fuck up one more time one more last time. I love you. R.I.P Alex Kaber.

Anyone that knew him let me know if you want information on the funeral.

aras

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 16:03:41 GMT

trials of this meaning of what has consumed my mind since january.
I knew it was something of great a different/euphoric feeling
It brings me balance
second concious
second un-dying love
My other Half
Finally whole

JoE

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 13:41:13 GMT

you still down?
YONIGHT!

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 19:16:06 GMT

when i was a young boy
growing up in the ghetto
hangin out on corners
singing with the fellas
= rick james bitch

Happy Bunny Bringing Jesus resurrecting Day! for all of you that observe this "holiday"

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 16:06:26 GMT

just went and took a drug test for work. Nice to know that im most likely totally clean unless weed stays in forever. hah. Not sure whats going on today. Get at me if you want to chill. hah my mom said "hit me uP" to my day today on the phone i thought it was funny. G-Thug

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 19:32:32 GMT

the casualties were sold out. shitty but who cares? i dont, i'm just as content with playing W.O.W and being with sara (damn im a nerd). JoEthe 21st remember. we are going for sure.

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 04:30:08 GMT

20 days clean.
April 3rd 2006

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 18:31:17 GMT

CrAzy shit.
Rob just called me (guy i met in rehab) guess the subhumans are coming next month fuck yeah. and leftover crack with them. going to anti flag, casualties and the unseen with him. good shit. anyone else down? mostly directed toward JoE ill pay i owe you for putting up with my shit. heh

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 15:25:09 GMT

i realized i can no longer sleep in.
whatever. least Bobby B is on in a half hour (price is right)
thats my shit. Not anything planned today other than chilling with sara. Its like my manager knew what days would be shitty and gave me them off i work everyday thats nice and off everyday its supposed to rain.

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 22:42:56 GMT

w0rk was allright.
just going to work out all night i guess. not much of anything else to do unless dale hits me up. i may walk to salvation army to go to NA. who knows. all depends on how bored i get. get at me if any of you want to chill and do something with this nice weather.

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 03:56:41 GMT

start back working tomorrow
9-5
then NA hopefully. Dale= call me when you can tomorrow.

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 20:14:54 GMT

least i have you to keep my grounded.

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 15:45:34 GMT

i feel really good. going to meetings with dale hopefully.need to start stalking him. hah. just staying sober one day at a time.

finally doing something for myself.

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 15:52:37 GMT

going to oakdale tonight at 7pm
see everyone in a couple weeks.

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 17:08:52 GMT

got somewhat hammered last night. chilled out and played that damn addicting guitar hero. not sure whats going down today. Need to figure out what im going to do about this bank problem. hit me up if anyone wants to chill.

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 02:57:00 GMT

changes are needed now
no more
ever again

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 16:18:51 GMT

fuck you made up holiday

The end of the road

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 23:56:48 GMT

i feel like im going no where
im reminded daily by myself and my parents how much of a fuck up i was and that how working this shitty job is doing nothing for me which is totally true. i need to find a new job. get insurance on my car and get on with life. Im sick of being depressed. I dont know what to think anymore about the object of my emotions just dont know what is going on with her, she probably got another bf again. wouldnt be suprised. well i dont work for shit this week because my boss is a stupid bitch. so hit me up if anyone wants to get coffee or anything im extremely bored just sitting here.

same ole shit

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 20:23:35 GMT

Got sent home early from work. Its rarely busy up there. januarys are slow i guess. works for me less time there spent, the better, now im over ryans chillaxin. not sure what the hell is going on today nothing ever planned but its easier that way i assume. no expections = no disappointment. I need to get rid of this stupid gas card. anyone want 20 bucks at speedway for 15 bucks? cause my only use for that would be blunts and smokes and the ocasional faygo ohana punch.

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 18:25:10 GMT

Sprinkle Sprinkle
hung out with ashley whom i havent seen in over two years last night that was allright. nice seeing her. was supposed to call matt back but i was too tired to do anything so i didnt even bother. bout to hang with shannon, samantha and jamie. smoke a blunt and go to the mall i guess. Havent hung out with shannon as much as i would want to so this will be allright. NOt sure what else im going to do today probably nothing exciting i need to collect on money owed to me and then possibly think of something to do. maybe hookah?> i dont know seems lately that place is crowded with little kids and loud ass annoying music. Its like im a senior citizen of something i need to stop my bitching.

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 19:13:52 GMT

I cant drink anymore
for the 1000th time this month i will say this
I guess i did something to piss samantha off. dont know what all i did was try and sleep and sober up. but whatever. No matter what happens i seem to piss her off someway.

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 19:25:52 GMT

i spend days sitting on my ass contimplating whever im at where ive been, and where im going. I think for once is a postive answer to where im going. nice to have that for once. soon to have insurance so i will be on the roads again tearing up the metro detroit area. watch out bitches. ill be at a corner near you :). i need to get world of warcraft asap i just scared of the addicitive aspect of the game i mean from what i read in joes journal he is hooked on it more than i was on crack.

I dont work FRIDAY SATURDAY SUNDAY and MOTHER FUCKIN MONDAY!!!!!!!!
so get at me im down for whatever. and i got hella loot .